Ubuhamya bwa Esther IKIREZI Imana yarinze afite amezi 8, nyuma imukorera ubukwe ari impfubyi (Igice 1)

Nitwa IKIREZI Esther, Mbyaye kabiri umuhungu n’umukobwa, nkaba nkorera umurimo w’Imana ku mudugudu wa ADEPR Kiruhura. Ubuhamya bwanjye bushingiye kukubwira abantu ko Imana ijya ikiriza umuntu bugufi by’ibishaka ku mwica.

Uwandeze yambwiyeko navutse 1993, Genocide yabaye mfite amenyo abiri mu kanwa. Uwantoye yambwiyeko yantoye mu mirambo, yambwiyeko ageraranyije nari mfite amezi icumi kuko nigaga guhagurukira ku bintu. Uwantoye ntabwo yambwiye aho yantoraguye, kuko nawe yarahungaga kandi ikindi ntabwo yarazi gusoma byibura asome ibyapa, yarantoye arampungana kandi nawe yarafite umwana, njye we rero yantwaye ku nda. Yambwiyeko yagiye ahura n’abantu benshi bashaka kumwica ariko bakamubwirango ntabwo tukikwishe kubera urwo ruhinja uhetse imbere ku nda.

Yantoraguye ahunga yerekeza mu Burundi hanyuma tugezeyo HCR itwitaho kuko njyewe bahise banjyana mu kigo cy’abapadiri cyitwaga Saint Joseph, aho nahabaye gusa rimwe nanyuzagamo nkajya kumusura aho yabaga mu nkambi. Iyo abaturanyi bambonaga barantangariraga bakambwirako yantoraguye nagera mu rugo nkabimubaza,. Ibyo byaramurakazaga kuko atifuzagako namenya ayo makuru. Mu Burundi nabaga mu kigo cy’impfubyi narahakuriye ndiga garidiyene ndakomeza no mu mashuri abanza, nanjyaga musura mu bihe by’ibiruhuko nkamubaza koko niba yarantoraguye ariko bikarangira ntabyo ambwiye akampakanira, mbese ntamakuru yajyaga ampa afatika. Gusa mu kigo kirera impfubyi nahagiriye ubuzima bwiza kuko bangaburiraga ku gihe, nkogera igihe, nkaryamira igihe, nkambara neza. Ninjiye muri Oruferina mfite amezi icumi mvamo mfite imyaka irindwi. Mba mu kigo cy’impfubyi nari mfite umupadiri wankundaga ariko amaze gupfa wa mu mama yigiriye inama yo kuza kunkura mu kigo kirera impfubyi, kuko twarerwaga n’ababikira yaraje ababwirako agiye kunshakira umuryango , bamubwirako bigoye kuzambonera umuryango kuko antoragura nta mazina yanjye yari afite.

Yarafite gahunda yo kungarura mu Rwanda kuko yavugaga ati uko nzabaho ndi mu mahanga siko nzabaho mu gihugu cyambyaye. Ababikira bamuhaye impampuro baramubwira ngo namburira umuryango azampe ibigo by’abihaye Imana banyakire kandi nibatamufata ukabona ntabushobozi bwo kumurera ufite uzamutugarurire. Hayuma nanjye numvaga nzaba umubikira kuko nibo bandeze, namenye ubwenge mbona aribo bansekera, mbona nibo bantu beza babaho ni nayo mpamvu numvaga nshatse kwiha Imana nkazaba umubikira. Bampaye urupapuro ruzatuma Kiliziya yo mu Rwanda inyakira kugirango nzabe umubikira. Ntakindi gitekerezo nari mfite yari ukwiha Imana kuko nta muryango narimfite, ntawundi muntu narebaga, Nakundaga gusoma ishapure, ngakunda kubyina kuri Aritari, ngakunda no gushengerera bikiriya mariya.

Mbere yo kuva mu Burundi yarambwiye ngo impamvu zitumye nkuzana mu Rwanda ni ebyiri: Iya mbere ngiye mu Rwanda kugushakira umuryango, iya kabiri n’ubwo mu Rwanda nta mukobwa wihorera ariko nkujyanye mu Rwanda kugirango uzihorere, namubaza guhora ni iki ? Arambwirango ni ukugirango nzice. Ndamubaza ngo nzice iki nzice bande ? Arambwirango ndagirango uzice abahutu, aranyicaza arambwirango abahutu nibo banyiciye umuryango, ansobanurira ya makuru najyaga numva mu baturanyi. Arambwirango nta mukobwa ujya uhora ariko ndagirango uzabikore, kubera nari mfite gahunda yo kuba umubikira naramubwiyengo ntabwo naba umubikira mbifatikanye no kwica, arambwirango uzabe umusirikare wice abahutu, ndamubwirango ntabwo naba umusirikare mbe n’umubikira, arambwira ati uzabe umubikira nzagushakira uburozi gahunda tuyuzuza gutyo. Hashize iminsi mikeya ntibuka turahaguruka dutega imodoka itugeza ahantu hitwa mu kirundo. Numvaga mfite amatsiko yo kugera mu Rwanda nk’igihugu cyanjye cyambyaye numva mbyishimiye.

Ariko numvaga mfite agahinda kuko ntamuryango nzabona, uwo mu byeyi we yanyumvishaga ko nzawubona. Twageze mu kirundo mu kwezi kwa Munani mu mwaka 2002, duhingukira murugo rw’umuntu tuhagera bwije kuko naringuye agacuho nahise ndyama bigeze nka saa tanu saa sita nibwo numvise inzogera nkiz’intore, ndamubaza ngo Mama ibyo ni ibiki ? Arampumuriza nk’uko umubyeyi ahumuriza umwana kumbi aho twari twacumbitse hari ku mupfumu nuko aramubwira ngo ko ngiye mu Rwanda, abantu banjye barokotse intambara ni bangahe ? Icyo nicyo Kinyarwanda yakoresheje ,umupfumu aramusubiza ngo abanyu b’iwanyu barabatemaguye barabamara icyakora hasigaye basaza bawe babiri na murumuna wawe umwe usigaye mu mahanga,arongera amubaza abana be barokotse ari bangahe ? Aramubwirango abana bawe barabatemaguye icyakora uw’imfura n’uwa gatatu uzabasanga. Amubaza icya gatatu ko ngiye gushakira uyu mwana umuryango nzawubona ? Umupfumu aramubwirango uyu mwana ntuzamubonera umuryango , undi aramubazango kuki ntazamubonera umuryango ? Umupfumu amusubiza icyo atamubajije aramubwira ati “ Uyu mwana ntabwo azaba umubikira nkuko mubitekereza,ahubwo Imana rurema ifite umugambi kuri uyu mwana” Umumama aramubaza kuki atazaba umubikira ? Umupfumu aramubwirango ntumbaze byinshi kuko ariko abakuru bavuze.

Umupfumu arongera aramubwirango kandi mubana wabyaye uyu mwana niwe uziga amashuri menshi,uyu mwana niwe uzakora ikirori gikurikira n’urupfu (ubukwe, Yavugaga njyewe IKIREZI Esther). Amubwirako umwana wa gatatu wa wa mumama atazigera ankunda azashaka no kunyica ariko Imana izandinda ku bw’umugambi imfiteho. Uwo mumama ntiyabyumvise, Umupfumu amubwira icyanyuma aricyo cya gatanu aramubwirango muzagera mu Rwanda mu mugoroba wa kabwibwi aho umuntu amenya undi agombye kumurunguruka mu maso (Hagati ya 18h00-19h00), Muzahura n’umugabo ababwire ngo ko twishe inyenzi tukazimara, ko inzoka twazitsembye, mwebwe mwaducitse mute ? Azashaka kukwica ariko Imana izagukiza kubw’umugambi ifite kuri aka kana,iyo ngeze hano mpita mbwira abantu ngo icyo uzabacyo kiragutegereza ntabwo ugitegereza,niba uzatunga amafaranga menshi birakurindira,niba uzatunga imodoka birakurindira ,niba uzaba munzu nziza birakurindira kandi icyo Imana izakugira nta muntu ushobora kukiburizamo, satani ntiyakiburizamo, abarozi ntibakiburizamo, ntawundi mugambi wundi ushobora kukitambikamo Imana ubwayo niyo iherekeza icyo yavuze ikindi kintu nabonye ni uko umuntu ukiva mu nda ya nyina hari ikindi kintu asohokana niba ari umugisha barasohokana.

Numvise ibyo bintu umupfumu avuze mbibika ku mutima ariko ntabwo narinziko ari umupfumu. Bwarakeye rero dufata imodoka idukura aho mu Kirundo itugeza aho hantu hitwa ku Ruhuha- Bugesera,tugeze ku Ruhuha dutega indi modoka itugeza ahitwa ku Mayaga, twageze ku Mayaga ari kuwa kabiri isoko ry’ahantu hitwa I Murinja nibwo ryaremaga, tuhagera ya masaha duhingukira mu isantire duhura n’umugabo atumurika itoroshi ry’icyuma ryabagaho kera ashaka kutwica ariko abantu barancikisha.

Ntibyatinze umuhungu, abaza nyina ati ma uyu mwana ni uwande ? Nyina aramusubizango uyu mwana ni uwo Imana yampaye. Kuko umupfumu yari yabwiye uwo mumama ngo mu bana wabyaye umwana wa gatatu ntazigera ankunda niko byagenze. Uwo muhungu yabwiye nyina ngo niba uyu mwana ari ikinyendaro uzamusubize se,niba ari n’ icyana watoraguye ugisubize aho wagikuye, byahereye ubwo biba intambara akajya ampiga aho hantu naho nahaboneye ukuboko kw’Imana kuko hari n’igihe yaragiye kunyica saa munani z’ijoro, icyo gihe yari yateguye umupanga n’ishashi n’umufuka agiye kumva yumva abantu bahonze idirishya, Niyo mpamvu mbwira abantu ngo umugambi w’Imana ku bantu bayo ni mugari uramutse uyemereye.

Nakomeje kandi kuzirikana ibyo wa mumama yambwiye nagombaga kuba umubikira, hanyuma ngashaka abahutu nkabaha uburozi bagapfa,iyo nageraga muri shaperi(chapelle),nagombaga kureba abahutu barimo n’abatutsi barimo kuko ariyo gahunda nahawe n’uwandeze, Nari umuhereza iyo nabaga ndi kuri Aritari nareba abahutu n’abatutsi, ntabwo najyaga nseka. Iyo wansuhuzaga ukambwira ngo bite narakubwiraga bitore cyane iyo nabonaga uri umuhutu, nari narabwiwe ibimenyetso biranga abahutu, yarambwiye n’ibiranga abatutsi no mwishuri nashoboraga gukubita umwana w’umuhutu nkamukomeretsa kuberako ntavugaga ntibemeraga ko namukubise kandi naho narintuye sinasekaga kandi ubu sinishimaga abantu bari barayobewe.
Ndibuka kuko nabaga mubakarisimatike twavaga ahantu hitwa mu mayaga(Nyamata) tukajya gusengera kwa Yesu nyirimpuwe(Ruhango-Gitarama) kandi twagendaga n’amaguru, tukajya muri Shapere tugahura n’ababikira baturutse imihanda yose, abakarisimatike burya barasenderezwa bakavuga indimi badasobanura ariko njye sinajyaga nsenderezwa,abantu bibazaga impamvu ntasenderezwa kandi ndi umwana arinjye wagasenderejwe. Iyo ngeze hano njya mbwira abantu ngo impamvu abantu batacyuzura Umwuka Wera, impamvu bagera mu rusengero ntibafashwe ni uko hari ibibafashe, iyo ufite ibintu bigufashe ntabwo Umwuka Wera ashobora kugufata. Impamvu nanjye ntasenderezwaga nari mfite ibintu bimfashe, roho mutagatifu iyo yazaga yasanganga amoko amfashe kuko nari umwicanyi. Mbere yuko dutangira gushengerera nabanzaga kumenya umubare w’abahutu n’abatutsi barimo. Nari narigishijwe nabi ariko sinari mbizi.

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